There is, he thinks, a part of him that wonders whether Lancelot would have been a good father, if he had been given the chance to be one, and how that might have changed things between them. But even as he wonders it, he doesn't want Lancelot to be his father. He still feels no need for any father at all, now that he no longer has God.
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"He is not the worst guy," he agrees."