Magnus squeezes Galahad's hand back. "If Hanguang-jun was sad about me fighting at all again, even though I'm not Fighting Guy again, I. like. Don't know that I could take it. But after I was attacked... And I was hanging out with Claudius while you were, like, training... I didn't know how to fight without dying," he concludes. "Or killing. I, like. Wanted to be able to step up and not do either. Without feeling bad."